I just want to pass OB. I think I will it’s just emotionally draining. I was told I should tell the clinical instructor that I have postpartum depression so that she’s aware…. I did and I cried just talking about it. She is worried about my rotation too now so I’m not sure that that helped anything…… live and learn I guess. She asked me if I’m on an antidepressant and I am…. just not consistently. I said I’d try to take it consistently, but I realized it 100% makes me exhausted with no motivation or strength to work or do school for 24 hours or more…. so I can’t take it. Right now it’s almost 2am I have to be up in less than 5 hours with a presentation project at 10am and a discussion post I should try to do before that. I’m thinking about wearing a wig for the presentation.
I was supposed to be studying hard this evening but instead I was playing matchmaker. I’d much rather be a match maker than a nurse…. it’s so much fun.
We really are sooooo close to being done with this semester!
-This semester
The RN journey 