My friend passed her check offs on Tuesday: medications, catheter placement, and wound care. She was emotional. Every normal individual will break down at least once per semester under the weighted stress.
For the first time this semester I am not getting a couple assignments turned in, and I will get zeros out of it. I’ve had computer problems, agreed to work too much recently, and hit a deer with my car. I’m emotionally drained, and dreading the beginning of OB clinicals. OB is not a favorite class for someone with postpartum depression, even if you adore the teacher. I am backed up with work and this is the first time I won’t be meeting the deadlines in a real way. I don’t know if my grades will hold up the next 5 weeks but I hope so cause I really need to pass this semester. Even if I fail next semester….. I need to pass this one.
God has made a way, I just don’t see the end from where I’m standing.
-Where I’m standing